"The Other Me"

“The Other Me”

The other me is scary

I couldn’t recognize it

She’s mad, crazy and aggressive

She rarely comes out like that

I never know how she does it.

There are times when anger changes my skin

She does that by suppressing me in.

She despises my mother

Despises my friends

Somehow, she’s scared of my father.

I never know how she does it.

I communicate with her with my journal.

But when she’s not in the mood

She can be very rude.

Writing each page with bold letters

With each sentence with errors

I wonder how she does it

When someone makes her mad

She will blow up your land

She will mess with you

Stares at you

And thought of killing you

Blood thirsty, Cruel and Vicious

But lucky for you she forgot!

Lucky for you, she doesn’t want to get caught

Because someday she might get shot

By someone who is like her

Mad, Crazy and Aggressive sociopath as she is

I pray she will never hurt those whom I love

I pray the other me is gone.

The other me is a secret

The other me that I fiercely suppress.

I don’t want to go through a therapy because of what she had done

I don’t want to take pills for what she had become

Good bye and so you will be missed.

Sincerely, The Girl living outside of you.

Inside Thoughts

I think teenagers in general are sociopaths. No offense I've been the same way. I was a crazy, wild child and sometimes I've thought of the wildest things to do. I may not be able to see through people but inside us there's that one person who always tells us that doing bad things can be very satisfying and good.