The Monster in My Home

I'm so sorry mama but you chose him over me now I'm six feet under

He broke my soul now I say good bye and I'm not afraid to die

Screaming so loud the floor is shaking

My heart is breaking

Music so loud it's pounding in my head

I'm bleeding out in my bed

You found me in my room so close to death

So close to my last breath

You say you're sorry but you don't know why I want to die

I survive but I'm not the same

To me it's just a game

One that ends with a grave

So brave

Not afraid of death

But afraid of life

Next round now

Hang myself in the stairway

Now my daddy's calling to me

He's the one I wanna see

The one that cares

The one that loves me

Now I'm gone and you put on a show for everyone

You cry fake tears while your sons hang over my grave and morn for their lost baby sister

While you run away with your mister

I'm dead now and you don't care

I guess life never was fair