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The Lost Soldier

Mental Prison

By Abigail WadsworthPublished 5 years ago 1 min read
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"Brigadier-General Dennis C. Draper (Left) on the Morning of October 10, 1918 in Cambrai France"  journalletour.com

These shadows to you are memories to me

They haunt me like a ghost

My mind is like a haunted house

I must get out

I must get free

These memories are holding me back

Sounds in the night are reminders of attack

I dream of fires and gun shells

Dust rolls in from all around

Blood, tears, and all my fears

These things, they all control me

I’m sorry but I have to go

Someone’s here

Don’t ask who

I can clearly see him, why can’t you

He’s asking what happened to him

Why can’t you hear him

He’s reaching out

How can you not feel him

I’m running and hiding from nothing, you say

I’m shouting and crying to no one, you say

I’m going insane, paranoid, you say

I hear the whiz of bullets as they rush on by

You say that I am home again but that does not mean a thing

I am trapped inside my head with words still left unsaid

If only I had said them I would have my friend alive

My mind is no longer my own

My thoughts are still not home

With me all you see are broken pieces

The past and present forced to correspond together

Bang! As the gun rings out

The walls of my prison mind are starting to fade out

Free I finally am from the regrets of my living

No longer lost am I from this prison of my own making

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Abigail Wadsworth

Abigail Wadsworth is a first time writer who lives in Durand, Michigan. She has freshly graduated high school and stayed with the marching band as their photographer. She inspires to bring hope and adventure to her readers.

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