when i begin
it’s white
it’s clear
i’m able to taste the light
that resides inside
aware enough to feel it breathe and feed on the outside world
as time goes on
the grey sucks up the white
pushing it down
it’s blurred
i do not struggle
i let it take
no longer do i feel the light as i once did
that resided inside
as if something wished it gone
no longer aware of the time that has gone
it’s dark
it’s nonexistent
there is no light
only the lack of
i question
where did the light that once fed on the outside world go?
the answer holds no meaning
the only thing i ache to know
how far will the darkness take my soul
not knowing what time is
the experience of the darkness was just the start
it’s blacker than black
it’s thick
i’m drowning
not putting up a fight
i don’t long to drown
i long to be part of the darkness
not wanting to lose the ability to feel the darkness and it alone
i’m not able to grasp the memory
of the light that once resided inside
nor am i sure if it truly did reside inside
time was in control of everything
now darkness rules
it’s no longer white
grey
black
it’s gone
i robbed myself of the light
now i feel the darkness running through my veins
i once asked how far the darkness would take my soul
i now know the darkness took my soul to the grave
mouth tasting wet soil and blood
ears ringing
eyes seeing none other than darkness in the back of my head
legs and arms alike shaking
no control
i am the darkness
that poisoned the light
that resided inside and thrived
i led myself to the grave
no longer do i
feel
see
touch
hear
taste
my light has gone and so has my place
so here i stay
in my grave
with darkness running through my veins
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