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The Final Memoir of the Vitriol Symphony

Memoir III

By Ahsanul KabirPublished 7 years ago 1 min read
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Why are dreams so deceiving?

I kept dreaming while everything trembled before me

The storm of emptiness prevailed as she left without any regret

Killed all emotions and turned me into a lifeless silhouette

Lost in the darkest of any day with my soul betrayed

I stood in disbelief while my friends began to fade

Sudden unforeseen melancholy approached in disguise

Delirious from the narcotics I kept smiling at my own demise

Every day is an endless array of flashbacks aired

Paranoid I remain, haunted by the memories we shared

Losing all hope, voices of regrets started echoing

Our dying love, I couldn’t save

Our dying friendship, I couldn’t value

Life spent in delusions now ceased to seem worth living

Miserable years spent thinking death was what I craved

Now that I feel death is here

I realize all I wanted was to be saved

As time passed by, my mind proved to be my worst enemy

Every song brings life to a million dead memories

I’m left so lonely, even my shadow decided to flee

I cried endlessly while even my reflection laughed at me

The voices in my head don’t stop

Heaviness in my heart won’t let me breathe

I’m sorry for not being the perfect friend

I’m sorry for not being your perfect boyfriend

I wander around in the blaring somber rain

Drenched in sorrow, I decay waiting for your reply

The sands of time pity none

This may just be our last goodbye

I know you’all hate me and wished I was lost at sea

But today I hold my hands in hope

And perhaps someday you all would forgive me.

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Ahsanul Kabir

Embrace The Dark Side. . .

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