I stare at the blade in my hand.
I know why I’m holding it.
I know what I’m doing.
But I hold back.
I stare at the blade in my hand.
I remember the feeling,
The sharp kiss of the blade.
But I hold back.
I stare at the blade in my hand.
The scars across my chest can never match up
To the scars that I hold inside.
But I hold back.
I stare at the blade in my hand.
I press it to my skin.
I take a breath.
But I hold back.
I stare at the blade in my hand.
I remember what’s happened.
I think of a good reason,
And I hold back.
I stare at the blade in my hand,
Reaching over to the sheath,
And sliding it in.
I held back.
I stare at the blade in my hand.
I remember the moments of happiness.
I hold on to the good.
And I will forever more hold back.
About the Creator
Thomas Phelps
A combination of different perspectives, evolving beliefs, and a splash of crazy rolled into one person.
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