That Day

September 23, 2018

my mind is going 50 miles per hour and I can't turn it off and I can't do anything about it

the words are there but it's just not working out and the writing is there and it's just not coming out

there is so many things that I have to say but I'm never going to have that day

I thought that was true but then my phone lit up with a call from you it was like any other call but it's been so long since we talked I miss the sound of your voice and the little things that we talked about

we talked about life and how things have been working out so many things that I had to say going through my mind all that day how would you know that how would you know to call at the moment of the time my mind was falling apart

it seems so weird the couple of days before I had been so painful but I can tell you because you weren't there of all the things that's happened in the past month how do I know that your love is still genuine and true of all the things that's happened that I've done I know that it always be true and from that conversation we made another deal we would stay in each other's lives and keep it that real because here's the thing you hated tuning me out and I hated the fact that you did the same we made a deal that once a week we will talk to each other and tell us how we feel how we text each other everyday and yet would call again before that week was up the funny thing about it is because I never gave up on your love you're still waiting for that one and I'm still waiting for you to come to your senses here's the thing is is when that happens it happens there's not going to be a difference you still love me and I still love you we just got to wait for that day for it to be hundred percent true