Terror: Impermanence
A Series on Perfunctory Nihilism
Do you remember:
7 years old,
waking up
to pastel patterned walls
mildly stained carpet
artwork in crayon
waking
to your flowers print fleece pants
cold and stuck to your legs
and the terror:
wordless,
I can name it now
yet it still slips claws between my
ribcage. cold, icy, vicegrip
talons tug and squeeze:
a silent gape of
Is This How We Evanesce
the earth rising up
to its full height and
showing its teeth, finally,
in cool mild sweet and gray
dusk light making shadow puppets
with walls
ordinary plaster and paint
yet they rise up, too,
and she doesn't spare a thought
for the soul (if it is)
Do you remember?
The vacuum sucks out
our hearts and
yet it must not be the first—
how could this be, the first—
how could this be the only?
A flicker of flame and dark and
smattering of love
and then nothing, forever
nothing, as it always was?
Put your ear buds back in
(ignore ignore ignore and swallow and spit)
and go back to sleep
pile up comforters deep
with your scent
and drink it in and say:
I be—I am—I will—
I exist, for now
About the Creator
Felecia Burgett
Novice writer, amateur novelist, poet, article writer, dabble, and animal lover.
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