(The one thing I need to make very clear, this is not a suicide note, this is not a cry for help. This is poetry, from the heart, from my soul, I simply chose this perspective because it's the most ev...
My mind is going, creativity flowing, not really knowing what side I'm showing but hoping it's good enough to let it show, to let people know I'm ready to go, who needs a beat to flow, I'm not the cen...
I think I'm more like a cat and my husband is a corpse. Lying in bed, he falls asleep so fast and I lay scanning the room, twiddling my fingers. My mind wanders to many different and obscure ideas, th...
Used to smoke meth Joke about death Choke in a sesh Rope around neck Wake in cold sweats Razor Gillette Blade to my neck Damn what a mess Red seas
Moses Black roses Swarms of locusts Must stay focused...
Waking up like oh no, again?
Waking up broke again
Just broke my pen Good thing I have an iPhone to vent I need a loan for rent And I don't have enough for Meds So fuck it I'll stay depressed Take a s...
Parents say, “I can’t stand her.”
“She’ll be the death of me.”
“I’m too old for this.”
People say she needs to take care of herself,
Stop being overdramatic.
Her guardians can’t take care of her forev...
To serve and protect Protect me from who? Because it should be you
This hypocritical saying you wear that badge like your crown mr police man don't say you're here to keep me safe
When I see you I cri...
Lessons not learned in a classroom.
Blackboard streets and they have one thing to teach
It's neighborhood lessons
so lets begin this class because all I can hear are the screeches and when you do you ...
I possess a weapon.
You read that correctly.
I have a weapon.
It's perfectly legal,
Yet it's more powerful
Than any blade you can sharpen,
Any gun you can load, Any bomb you can drop
A new year im focused,
or so it seems
this is unlike no other dream
pardon my mistakes
set to humiliate...
im nowhere near a perfectionist,
gave me some time to recre...
Missing the obsession of scribbling my own name. Missing to impress myself
Missing all the times worrying about me problems
Now I’m not having me problems because I’m always thinking about us. I misse...
I'm sick of this, I'm sick of that. Are you really listening? Or should I just scat!?
Like those you hit with the abominate bat!
Listen up close and cut the crap.
I'm tired of the hate.
No one seems t...
You always hear things like "Daddy's little girl" To be his girl, I'd guess you'd need a daddy in the equation.
I spent 18 years praying for this love. At home is no different. The f...
Describing my depression to you is as impossible as for one buried alive to lift his gravestone.
Everything you say rings like the church bell when it strikes 12, carries the stench of failure.
Theres a thing called free will:
The ability to act at one’s own discretion.
But every movement Requires introspection Compiling your own ambitions
See I do me at all time...
Testing 1, 2, 3
I know its been awhile since I written somethin
the devil been down my back breedin somethin
I go down the road lookin for somethin
maybe I am waitin on God to show me somethin
I crave soul sex,
I need to taste your thought process,
your intellect I must undress,
your vibrations I will caress,
our connection I'm obliged to repossess,
this is something I can no longer dictate...
Somehow I must have made you mad,
Or is this the consequence, if I made you sad,
Because your main mission is to hurt me bad
Are you even listening?
Discouragement and tears were all I had
Somehow I r...