Me and the bottle have been thinking of you again
Wondering where you are, and asking how you’ve been
Sometimes I can fight it
And a sober mind denies it
But I don’t myself calling you again
I hear th...
You can’t make me better, When I don’t even know what’s wrong with me,
Can’t send me prescriptions to keep me together
Or I’ll accidentally overdose and make it seem, Like I was never supposed to be h...
I struggle with the inability to let things go I want to keep everyone so close
Even when they want to go
Insanity it seems
I can’t help but go to the extremes
Sit a while with me
Now that I write it down
you erase it,
Now I speak my mind
you twist it,
Now I tell you how it is
you deny it,
Now I go for what's mine,
you hate it,
If you don't give me freedom now
I'll end it…
I feel myself pulling, slowly pulling away from everything that once brought me comfort and peace. I see myself leaving, leaving all the things that made me feel low and beneath the world. Outside I a...
"She must have just jumped. There were no signs of foul play. She left a note and the shoes she was wearing."
"Why would she take off her shoes, that makes no sense?"
"That's tragic, and right before ...
There is a vacant look behind the eyes.
A mystery of unwelcome surprise.
That hides a fear of the unsaid.
Of the worst that could happen within my head.
I sit in silence my heart pounds.
It’s hard to explain exactly what I felt it wasn’t anger nor sadness and not the regular feeling of depression. It was like another part of me was forming and eating me up inside to make room for what...
Foggy brain didn't know what was wrong Until years later Now the scenes replay as a terrorizing song Mind is a treacherous trader Never to forget my assaulter Never to forget when the bombs fell
i sit and hold my knees to my chest, which somehow keeps my body from falling apart, starting with tears and then my heart.
everything hurts, from my head to my soul.
my skin crawls because it is my s...
There are some things you will never be ready for.
It doesn’t matter how cynical you are,
or how much faith you lost in people long ago. There are just some things you cannot protect yourself from. I ...
Depression is coming and it's coming for all of us. It doesn't discriminate, we could all fall victim to it. I lay in bed at night because I can feel it creeping up on me, I feel it taking over me. I ...
The closest thing i had to a grandfather
Is an aluminum can Stories around the fire gather around
Tears n some laughter The happily ever after i never found A hole i cant fix Memories i cant remember ...
Darkness eludes my eyes
Yet the sun remains at peace
Against a sky bluer than my soul, stars gleam While the moonlight witnesses my grief
Every day and night, recycling routines
Familiar reminders of ...
My life is achingly boring
Go to bed at night and get up for work in the morning Come home go to the gym, or drink then sleep until you do it again I have patience but not for nonsense
Life shouldn’t ...
I spent so many hours crying
Trying So hard to keep myself from dying
Cuz this war I’m fighting inside
No more when I’m fighting a war outside as well
And while you sleep your pain away
I'm a crybaby Or at least that's how I feel
I cry when I can't do what you want me to do
I cry when I can't be how you want me to be
I cry when I hurt you unintentionally
I cry when cause I understand...
To fight this world yielding nought but our weapons paints a solemn picture for ones future Let go and release,
A Certain feeling retains false imprisonment far beyond realities crude marshes. I won't...