It’s as if I am invisible
Forgotten and alone
No one sees me
No one hears me
No one feels me enter a room
I am the background character in all their lives
Forgotten and unnamed
Not needed in their sto...
My chair’s too hard,
My back’s too sore,
My teeth are hurting
More than before.
The light’s too bright,
The sky too dim.
The room is too quiet,
But I can’t hear for the din.
My head won’t shut up,
I am not afraid of you like others are, It is not you who takes my daily thoughts,
I keep coating these lungs with tar,
And no day I feel I’ve been taught.
The pain I enquire is not so the same,
It’s okay that you are quiet. You don’t always have to entertain.
And I know your mind is so busy, with the thoughts that caused you so much pain.
I know you lay awake at night,
and cry from racing th...
Give me a mirror
Let me see my reflection
For my skin is not glowing
and my hair is falling
my eyes have burst its ducts and the river is filling
blood replaces the water
Like a miracle in Can'aan
I put up a wall
With a sturdy base
One that blocks my emotions
From being shown
Who tell me to
“Let them in,”
A while ago
Not even a bri...
They say girls fall in love with
guys who are like their fathers.
But what if their father
wasn't there at all?
It's not any easy thing to
It's not easy to fall.
He left her there
year after yea...
As I have this fine wine in my hand.
Past dines go through my mind.
Thinking of springs of before puts me in a sprung.
The taste of this wine is great in its taste.
With its light touch of sweet bitte...
I just don't know if I should be
happy or sad
when some people look at me and get bloody mad
are they just so bad?
is it because they lack what I have?
is it since I clearly see their shame?
I can't e...
She pulls in one long shaky breath to steady herself.
Staring down at her notes, she begs her eyes to focus on the words.
Her pen shakes slightly in her sweaty grip.
She can hear them talking behind h...
I watch the car pull away,
focusing my eyes on the shiny blue paint for as long as the road will allow.
A sense of longing overwhelms me.
What's out there for him?
What's there that's not here?
Hey daddy I’ve been thinking a lot about you lately
I know I’m not five anymore but some days it’s still not real to me that you're gone I still have no memory of you but I still feel like you're ther...
Look into my eyes deep inside my eyes
You will see a story no man has ever seen You will go places no creature would ever dare Once you enter there is no escape You will see there is no light at the e...
I always hear someone knocking
Feel them watching
Although no one’s there
I feel their stare deep inside
This paranoia forever holding me here
Anything can hide in the dark
how can I explain?
that state of mind
when in the chaos I can see the plain frame
it is like a circle,
swiveling around, merging to the other edge
where love meets the rage
same as living in a whirlpo...
I don’t feel good today.
Today, I am lost inside my own body.
I look to my hands,
And to my eyes like
They will turn to a compass
To lead me to who I am;
A reflection I don't want to hide from.
Skull shaped lockets we wear around our necks
By our own hands
Nailed with birth
Nailed to the table of life
Sand that moves too fast
I forgot how much it sucks to say goodbye.
That pit that grows inside you as you wave them away,
It loves to swallow me whole,
An empty vessel for an empty stomach.
You have stolen my heart
And have t...