It is that time of year again, when I remember where I've been, down that dark valley, get past it, heart, please, really...
The trees are mostly barren, their naked branches just keep staring.
Love was staying in on Sundays,
It was morning coffees in the living room,
And having our ''goodbye for the day'' ritual.
Love was always being on the go,
But doing it together because it was so much ...
Depression is about crying at all times and most of that time you don't even know why you crying, you just sit there with an aching heart just crying.
It's about hating who you are and overthinking ab...
I'm sitting here drinking my lukewarm coffee as I self-reflect.
I started 2019 which such a positive high. Being realistic and honest with myself, setting goals, and finding ways to tame my inner turm...
I saw the Monster of the Moon
Curse it to make it fall on the town,
Its yellow eyes bored into me, and as I searched them for a shade of remorse or compassion,
I saw only madness and a desire for dest...
I raise a hand whilst others shout;
Taught, not by teachers, that politeness is to be ashamed of.
That I, too, need to speak out of turn within a classroom, otherwise
I am perceived to be too kind and...
There are certain dark places we dare not go. Spaces not in the waking world but held within the mind. A vacuous void that ripples around us as if we are a foreign invader. Memories play out in ghouli...
Alone, in a big bright city;
Reminiscing on what felt like family;
Sitting, wondering if there ever was a ”we”;
And how mom, you never fought for me.
Daddy, picking up every piece;
And always being my...
I have no right to anything
What else can I say?
If I did not have initiatives to get Love
What I loved and what I did was that I lost it
Today I am sorry to see how it turned off
I can not blame anyo...
The year I started high school,
I spent every last possible second in bed.
Lights off, door shut, blinds drawn tightly closed.
Showers became monumental obstacles,
prying of crusty sweatshirts and bat...
Are they not beautiful
Are they not magnificent
A generation born from terror bloodshed chaos
A generation dying in the bedlam of their own creation
Are they not magnificent
In the darkness is where I feel safe, it's my alone place, where I can bleed as much as I need. All the memories of yesterday, all the sorrow all the pain. Drip drip drip... With every drop I feel it ...
I feel Sad; I'm embittered in every way
My heart does not feel the joy that you gave me from yesterday
The man that I loved with all my Soul
With my Best Friend, I was Betrayed
Today I have no Peace o...
Even the devil said no
So why would I ever accept
You denied me
So what could you ever expect
False sense of love
A Myriad of regret
Yeah your only human So those feelings are tough to neglect You cho...
Fine crown and jewelry need to be thrown away because it is July and the cowboy boots come out, with the matching cowboy hats. A party. A social gathering of sorts, the description was not clear. Danc...
On sleepless nights I turn
All in reverse
whilst laying damp
with salty sweat and tears that dribble from my eyes
Forming patches of my shame Amongst my sheets
I turn over every crumb
What else would you like to return the time is up.
Be immune to your eyes that dominate me and to your beauty.
Look at you. You stoled my heart just with that smile but with him you will never feel co...
Careless fines in my nightmare that is mine.
I sleep in a trance that is my thoughts.
My thoughts linger to the world gone wrong.
The stock market crashes and people raid the streets with guns and kni...