A procession of dots
black and white dots
memories tied in knots
words lost in my throat
pictures of the true love the sweet arms I have lost
love with no shape anymore
love hiding so well
leaving no ...
There goes my phone again, ringing and ringing I won't take your calls, blocked your whole family off
Say what you want, you can't hurt me more
I know my worth and I will no longer listen to your mani...
I just need you to know I'm sorry too
I was hurt and acted a fool
I’m not trying to make an excuse
I know I was ruthless, not giving a fuck, rude and selfish much?
Damn what a shame
After the man I cl...
Dull you shine
Bright even on my darkest day
but never for me
I see right through
the pellucid waters
of your ocean eyes
I know they see me not
Despite the ocean depths of despair
You're in all white
the lights are so bright
they yell your name
it almost feels like you're playing me as part of a game
as you start to move
i feel myself swoon
how do you do what you do & every tim...
Your soft hands freeze on the way to hers because you’re not free to give touches like that. The tightness of clenched fists block out any emotion so my cold hands are left to tremble in sync with my ...
Consequentially, I am triumphed as I recognize these ebbs of emptiness stem from you. Your absence, your lack thereof, is stifling to the entity that we created together, persistent and aching, synaps...
I had wanted us
Since I first laid eyes on you
Since we first held hands Since we first kissed
I had wanted us
I had wanted late nights baking cookies
Dancing in the living room To silly music A white...
The lashing words bite at me.
He throws them with skill,
aiming for the right spots to tare me down.
Why can't he see me for me?
Why doesn't he see what I am, who I am?
He only sees what I could be, h...
Along with the Emotions and
Our tears on each other’s face,
The smell on the nape of our neck,
The chills in our spine,
Under the same roof,
Blanket of stars,
Thick bed of sky,
Had a lot mo...
The inclination to stop breathing sits lodged in my gut, such beauty is something I never thought existed, this pain I welcome with open arms, the great agony of loving her too much. I never knew I co...
I feel you pulling closer, but I swear I don't want it.
Don't need another shoulder just to cry all on you
And if I figure out all your secrets then I'm stuck just like glue.
I knew when I first met y...
September 23, 2018
my mind is going 50 miles per hour and I can't turn it off and I can't do anything about it
the words are there but it's just not working out and the writing is there and it's just ...
Please don’t love her, like you loved me
Please don’t let her in, to the places where I have been
Please don’t kiss her, as gently as you kissed me
Please don’t say to her, all of the things yo...
The monsters inside my head are killing me
They are slowly poisoning my soul
how did this happen
why don't they leave me be
the trouble with the monsters are that I feed them
I feed them with the doub...
I don't have a penny
Because they're out of circulation
And if I threw a nickel
It would hurt
But I still really wonder
Just what it is you're thinking
As you lie here warm and gentle
I still feel your hands around my throat like a noose
I always thought the term ‘stolen kisses’ was romantic
Until I experienced yours
Your hands spreading over me like an infection
Leaving me in a pe...
Sing sweet the melody
on destiny's sea
pain and desire
fruits of paradise
seen and unseen
sung on swift silent air
floating on dreams never there
oh how the long lasts