It still bothers me
How I got over you
But not the idea of us
Some days I get weak
I cave in and think
I think about us together
I think about our jokes
The hours of phone time
Oh the late nights
I think of the fear
The times I waited for that call
Waited for that folded flag
I loved every second of us
The stupid arguments
Oh the whiskey I drowned in over you
You could get my mind so messed up
You had a way of making me fearless
I still remember your favorite movie
Your favorite color
It’s the color of your eyes
You forget my middle name sometimes
But you noticed my new stretch mark
I used to tell you about everything
Everything I wanted to experience with you
You always talk about what you want to do
What you want to do to me
You held my heart but you didn’t know it
I had your attention, nothing more
I grew up
I’m here still
4 years later
When I hear your name
I still get that feeling in my belly
You’ll always have that piece of me
I hope you look at it sometimes
I hope you look at it as a reminder
Be easy with the next one
I’m used to getting dropped
Some girls break easier
Just know
I loved us.
I don’t know if I loved you.
I can’t say I did but I can’t say I didn’t.
But I’ll forever love us.
About the Creator
Renae
Just some kid who loves people, Jesus, and pizza.
Sometimes I write my feelings.
Trying to navigate through Marriage and Motherhood and leave something beautiful.❤️
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