Suppressed

Sometimes I’m just not there sometimes it’s a shadow in the memory of fear sometimes I don’t feel like living sometimes I don’t feel breathing sometimes I don’t feel like eating

Sometimes I don’t feel like living hold myself gotta keep myself together got keep going no matter the weather uhh hold myself up gotta keep it together gotta keeping no matter the weather

I feel like I’m scared I feel like I’m falling so depressed I can’t wait till I’m balling money don’t change everything but could change a lil bit of every lil thing for me but I don’t really want me uh

I’m so scared I don’t know why I’m here I’m so scared I don’t know why I’m here I’m so scared I don’t know why I’m here I don’t feel like living I don’t feel like eating I don’t feel like breathing I don’t don’t feel like praying I don’t feel like fasting I don’t feel like nothing I don’t feel like nothing

I can’t cry because I’m so toughened up can’t cry cause I’m so toughened up can’t cry cause I’m so toughened up do this rap and it got me thinking everything that I be bottling up can’t talk about getting things in my life I get anxiety and I start trembling so I have to think twice

This right here is my truth but I feel like I being used everyone is fake in the world all around me