Story of Me

Happiness is fading

Depression rising

Life is almost gone

No one cares

No one listens

My cries I can hear

But I drown in fear

My tears can be seen by all

But my pain can not

All I feel is betrayal

The friends that come

The friends that go

Who are the real ones?

I rethink my life

Is it worth it?

My thoughts spill out

Like rain on a glass window

The story of my life

Is shown in water colors

Blue, purple, and black

Endless tears

Flow every day

Wishing I was someone else

Will never change

Cruel thoughts

Cruel looks

My life hurts me

And my loved ones

Who am I?

I don't even know

Locked inside

With no soul

Don't know where I am going

Don't know where I will end up

Gone through love

Gone through pain

I want it all to end

No more hurt

No more lost loves

No more life

No one sees me

I no longer exist

I am alone

When I am with everyone

I am in a crowded room

But can't be seen

Invisible

Hurting

Painful

That's the story of my life

The life and times of Jamie B

Lost in the truth

Don't know where I stand

Someday I will know

But until then...

I am me

In the story of my life

Copyright. Jamie Bell