Stop the Hurt

I get so frustrated, not being able to understand things in life,

I am very hard on myself, but I am determined and fully motivated to

conquer my mental illness, but I need you.

Understand also I need YOUR support. If you get frustrated, or annoyed,

turn away, or not answer me. How do you think that makes me feel?

I face this every day,

YES, I AM SEEKING HELP. YES, I AM ON MY MEDS.

Do YOU really understand what is going on in my head?

What I face? Over thinking, not understanding, being anxious.

Do you have the patience for that? Or love for me? People suffering like me?

I can't just shut it off, makes it hard to sleep.

See how it is on the other side?

HOW ABOUT YOU TRY BEING ME?