Squabble on My Mind

At my expense,

you will always use all of my civility.

you will always abuse my kindness.

you will always make my mental anguish in turmoil.

you make my head turn.

Keep my mind caged.

Keep my mind in a cell.

So please abuse my mind more,

keep it going as you have always been doing before and after.

Some say I should stand up,

Some say I can let go,

Seems to me some insane significant other can't understand,

can not even look at what is happening,

and have had been happening.

At most the mind of my Id will make mince meat out of Ego.

My Ego would mind that Id can not see past all of my memories,

that you can always put me under.

that you can always assume all of my thinking.

that you can not mind all those good things,

I have always loved giving to you.