Spring Pain

As spring comes

So does the rain

Along with many pains

And i will have nothing to gain

For I do not exist

In this world of bliss

The rain is the tears

That the world sheds

Once a year

And for now life comes again

Though I say I have no pain

I feel an ache in my chest

It makes me wonder

Do I actually exist

In this world of bliss

But yet in still missing

A certain part of me

Just like the rain in spring

It comes once a year

Will I figure it out

The thing I'm still missing

Or will I have to wait

At a certain gate.