Sometimes

Sometimes I want to Scream,

Scream and Cry, and Cry and Scream.

Sometimes I want to Run Away,

and hide until I Die.

Sometimes I want to Lay,

Lay down and plug my ears.

Sometimes I want to Fly,

Fly high and high until I reach the Sky.

Sometimes I want to Crush,

Crush you, crush me, crush whatever is near me.

Sometimes I want to Burrow Down,

Burrow a hole down through my own head.

Sometimes I want to leave,

Leave and change and never look back.

Sometimes I wonder,

I wonder what goes through your mind.

Sometimes I am Thankful,

Thankful that you only use your voice.

Sometimes I am Scared,

Scared that what you say is true.

Sometimes I want to Pray,

Pray that I won't have to be around you anymore.

Sometimes I Smile,

Smile when you're not around.

Sometimes I Rely on,

Rely on you despite how much I hate it.

Sometimes I Hide Away,

Hide Away in my safe place.

Sometimes I Question,

Question my Mother's decisions.

Sometimes I want to Cry,

Cry and Scream, and Scream and Cry.