Something Else

When I; some way some day, became and become; in a state of pure, and uttermost bliss, it doesn't last?

I'd guess that'll be right, whereas I would proceed forth into our vast universe's magnetic field. From within my body's, mind's soul. Wonderous, bright, powerful love - vibrations of positivity. Looking forward to finding an elusion. The way to the path. To elude the fate. The right of way; me being me. On this day, I can be free, free to love, to feel; if only able to achieve what’s been so close.

Yet, unable to physically contact. On this day, I will verbally express goodbye; to oppression. Oppression no longer; fearing fixated, failure, because of mortifying heart humiliation; only to feel, like it's not waste.

Regret ostentatiously seeping out into the world. Hark - for I'm the foolish one. The eventual outcome. Therefore these vices, which each of us willingly utilize to conceal. Hinder not for me yet being solely; precisely I will emphasize, hoping for a piece of what's left inside. Not having someone to confide in. Albeit I've endeavoured and tested. I'll be bamboozled. Once sharp, but now a vapid mind, seeming of the likeness to old garden shed implements. That ruefully hang in from the rain. My heart sinks, my eyes moisten; My body.

My body, it's surmounted with such force. As if a venomous poison had been flowing into the very shallows of my veins. Nothing is left for me now. The algid wind blows; frigid, crippling me, rippled with self-hate. Nevertheless, magic happens all around us. Can you see it? It's electric! Powerful and majestic! Optically it's invisible and you can't touch it either; but it's here. Eternally renewing. Sustainable. Out of nowhere you have an overwhelming feeling, from your toes out to the end of your fingertips. Butterflies in your stomach. You stole your heart forever... it's you and who... This empire; is yours to build... to achieve... don't look back now. Today was magnificent! Your time; together being you was fantastic. Make your heart sing; I feel like you can tame this wild thing... Be the best veggie in the crisper. Love, the way that you kiss on the perpetual neck; feel safe when you are near. With nothing to fear- and your subtle whispers into your mindful consciousness' ear; my spirit now optimally takes flight. Up to the most highest of thine spiritual heights.. I've shifted gears... I'm not ever going to be holding back... I am embarking to hold on to this feeling; Forever. Years, and years. Nibble, nibble on, tranquility-rushing- washing over me... Harmoniously~ abundant harmonious waves... Centripetal motion- flash of emotions; flashing over me. My heart; filled of the ocean. Professionally speaking, they say it's caused by connecting neurons in the brain to the stomach. Gut sending adrenaline to your veins and alerting your senses to warn you. It's called, the fight or flight mechanism. Frankly I Feel Like It's The Universe! Telling You To Open Your Eyes.

Don't Be Blind. I am over. From the depths within, the poison takes hold; too malicious a story, untold. It unfolds. In a harsh breath, breathing fuel, to a fire. Burning that cannot ever be put out. Fire freedom flames. Rushing the flame incinerates, the rest of what's left. Engulfed in fire burning, sultriest from within. Nor yet being solely; exactly trying, to find a piece of what's left inside. Not having someone to confide in. Even though I've tried and tested, consequently so mote it be. Nothing will avail me now, as I am consumed by; the fascinating effort, wanting. Longing for the thought that was the universe, accessible to us through our third eye. Slow and with heed. patience; wearing thin. The rush of my life, from emotional and physical energy. It's electric , coursing up- in, out, all around me. Feels like it's death, knocking on; the Last of your five doors. Don't lose hope. Worry not, for ask and you shall, receive the ornate universal health. Behold for now you're in the beauty.