What's up Addiction? How have you been?
It's been a while, are you still living?
Oh, I'm bere, waiting for your call
Practising being clean? You'd soon give up
Am a patient master of an entity
In your mind, I will forever be
I'm sick and tired of you killing me
You're choking me and I can't breathe
It's killing me and I feel it
But I'm staying clean, I'm in need of it
How was today? It was bad, wasn't it?
Nothing worked out the way you planned it
Just go and do it, you'll feel relieved
I promise you'll be filled with dopamine
Regretting giving you a room to sleep
Stay for free and didn't pay the bills
Now all you do is torture me
You torture yourself if you don't reach the peak
I draw strength from that, that's how I live
There are so many things I could do
Family looking but they don't know this isn't me
My health declines, my life in shambles
Easy, let me in, I swear it isn't a gamble
I would give you the joy you seek
Yes it may just be momentarily
But think about it, no one cares about this
Well, I do and I feel it breaking me apart
I hate it and I love it, both at the same time
Now I look in the mirror, I know something is wrong
You know what to do, just open the door
Maybe you're right, I don't want to fight you anymore
About the Creator
Harydo Neon
I drain my thoughts through my pen. That's the only way I breathe.
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