Settle Me a Sleep

It has come to this, a life where it were,

unaccepted in the terms of days that came,

unaccepted in the hours where I used to lay,

un-nerving in senses that all the easeness of a life,

where nothing comes around but an emotion

tensed stressed supressed and congested

nonetheless.

So settle in the emotional battles in and on my head,

that pressure of being someone else's maid.

One that never knew what real responsible means,

and a life responsible for.

To know that a life full of boredom

is a life worthy nothing

to be settling in. . .

insanities of triggered emotions.

suppressed sexual inhibitions.

as a boulder for none other that for,

Sissyphus to come after.