Sensationally Willing...

Stepping over,

crossing the line

That's been drawn

Stepping over into a new dimension

Slowly losing air

going under

sensationally willing to feel the urge to give up

Maybe I could,

maybe it would make it all better,

if I just dropped off the face of the Earth.

Feeling ease in my body,

feeling numb.

No control,

no remorse to come back,

caring for no one, not even myself

feeling like dirt being stepped on,

hurting so bad,

feeling so invaded,

with my heart feeling heavy,

my head held down.

Dizziness bringing me low,

as my head hit the floor,

I broke out in coolness.

Shakey, jittering, and helpless as,

I have never felt as much as I have,

now closing my eyes,

I fell into the distance..