Self Discovery
She needs an escape, she said.
As she walks ahead, she's stuck in a loop
She hasn’t figured out the root
The core where all of it stems
So many layers, she lost count of them
Since she was 10, she's trying to comprehend
Her back she bends
To meet ends
A hand she lends
She spent hours lost in her mind
staring at a wall she was so unkind
She needs an escape, she said
So she can break free from the thoughts in her head
You could pretend for so long
But everyone breaks
How much hate can you take when
Every inch of your soul aches?
You repeat the same nonsense expecting a different result
And blame everybody around you when it's your fault
You chose to hold it in you
it burns so deeply not even hell will accept you
If she's here coming out clean
She doesn't want to be seen
She wants to be heard
She craved the attention, approval
And when she did not get it, life got brutal
See she was social until she lost trust
Because she confided in people, she created this illusion
She needed some time to adjust
Especially from the delusion
The insanity she’s created
But in reality, it's herself she hated
She was a slave to her mind
Her mind soul and body was disconnected
Everything she did She deflected
She wasn't ready to face her demons
they keep knocking
Stalking me haunting me
blocking me stopping me
She says.
Until her eyes started bleeding her nose started bleeding her ears
It was a blood bath
It was like an equation you couldn't solve in math
But there was a science behind it
Energy mindfulness spirituality
Once you become aligned
Forgiveness faith combine
The path will guide you in an unfamiliar direction
And when you do your daily
Introspection
Connection
Is where you find protection
Walk away from comfort switch up your routine
Clearly the one your livin' by
Will always intervene
You can't be happy every day
It's normal that a road will get bumpy
Those are the days you will become hungry, hungry for success
In the meantime when you obsess
Don't suppress, let it off your chest
The time you invest in self-love self-nurturing, self
You will begin to be aligned with yourself.
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