Second Fucking Choice

Rip my chest, take my heart and break it

For there is no way for me to erase it.

The memories you left and the pretty words you said

they break me little by little and it gets worse.

I stayed up til 3 thinking of you

Wondering if you ever thought of me too.

3am is late enough

My thoughts begin control me

Every single fucking night.

I saw you with her in the morning.

I don't know what to feel.

The things you said last night, was that even real?

You shut the door and left me cold

Why didn't I just do what I'm told.

To avoid jerks like you who uses chicks like me

to get over a bitch like her.

I'm so sick of your fucking games

Today you love me

tomorrow you don't.

You used to adore me

Like I was the only girl you see

I'm not the solution to your heartbreak

So make up you mind asshole

Don't fucking use me

I'm not a second fucking choice.