My heart aches, seeing you name places I don't want to see it.
I want to see your name in a way that makes my stomach ache in excitement.
Not sadness, not resentment, and definitely not the jealousy that you are making me feel.
I don't want to be a bad person and that is who you are slowly making me become.
Because I liked of you a lot and, I secretly hoped that maybe we could have taken a stroll down memory lane one day.
But you would rather chase after women who shouldn't have you,
as I am chasing after a guy unable to accept my gratitude.
From you, you made me a jealous person, you made me resentful.
But at least now I know my worth.
Now I know not to chase after someone.
To no longer let these thoughts be consumed by someone who isn't completely deserving of them.
10:53pm, my thoughts always tangle because of you.
About the Creator
Altair E
thoughts become things
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