Scar On My Heart

until the day I die

I’ll remain broken

do you feel these tears I cry

I’d stay up late thinking why?

water in your eyes you’d stare

the feeling was there

through despair

I don't even care.

tried to give me the run around

she tried to tie me down

despise her with blind shames

wiser to the mind games.

be my escape

stay with me baby

feeling doubt

sucking sin

falling out

and falling back in.

burnt out coal

I'm left alone

in a pit

hearing your soul

thinking maybe

I could heal it.

faintly I feel your painful lies

behind blankly brown eyes

no hard feelings

she made cry.

she made me die

she made me live

she made me thrive

she made me alive

can you dream

can you fly?

I want to make you scream

I want to fuck you so hard you sing

you were the devil with angel wings

I held your pain and lost mine

through space and time

bouncing back and forth up until may weather

loving through the darkness

through the cold winter

we stayed together.

knowing now that I should have let you fly

I just didn’t want you to die.

oh wow

how did this start

love makes me ache now,

you are the scar on my heart.