Why do I feel the things that I do?
I feel like It’s way past due
For me to be over you
Yet I’m still here wondering if you
Think about me the same as you used to
No more than friends I can do, and
God I wish that were true
I mean I barely even talk to you
I’m better friends with the doorman
I’m walking into
But It’s fine I’ll pull through
I’m just stuck
Wishing I was over you
I’m sorry okay
My brain is insanity
I can’t keep it clean
It’s slowly taking me
There is no saving me
I mean this all figuratively
Brain keeps reminding me
Of what we used to be
Just wanna be free
This burden’s too much for me
It’s dragging me down, and I’m
Just trying to stand my ground
But I’m just standing around
Stuck in a rut looking nowhere but down
Why am I standing here
I’m stuck standing still
I don’t know what’s real
At this time
There’s no time
I’m stuck in my mind
Really I’m fine
Just have to find
A good state of mind
But I’m lost inside
Just wanting to hide
These feelings I feel for you
I’m ashamed to long for you
I know it’s wrong to do
I’m sorry okay I just have a lot feelings inside
And I know this doesn’t rhyme
But I got to be honest now
I will figure this out
Things get better
I’m hurting now
But I’ll get better
Once I figure out how
About the Creator
Ink Equus
A writer with a desire.
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