Red Overdose

They played wit a nigga feelings

That's what happens when you go

Looking for love you don't need

I let my heart get deceived

Didn't let my mind take the lead

That let devil planted his seeds

Now look where it got me

My heart broken without a clue

Like what hell did I do

I let em in and they kicked me out

Felt like the whole world shut me out

I was lost in pain yea that's without a doubt

I was in clouds

I was looking down

Wondering why

Where did this hate come from

They treat me like ghost

Never let me come to close

They gave me fake love and I overdosed

I odeed

Now look at me

Stuck in the clouds

With no victory

I push real love away

Then it got foggy

So I lost my way

I just heard the devil whispering

I thought god gave up on me

How can I pick myself back up from this

I just need a boost of confidence

I might've odeed

But it's a new me

Fuck everything that ain't true to me

And momma I'm truly sorry

It felt like 3 years of hell

Dealing with this tale

But it's over for now

My wounds are drifting away

But these scars are here to stay

And my life just getting started

Just know that today is always brighter then yesterday