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Re-Build

I will

By Ecarg NosivePublished 5 years ago 2 min read
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She feels like all she does is re-build herself just to destroy herself all over again and she doesn’t know how to stop the cycle

These building blocks are getting tired

Wonder if they’ll hold up any longer

They’ve been beaten and abused by other people and their own owner

Blame it on her bipolar but it goes deeper than that

She’s holds a special place in her heart for her hope

Says things happen for a reason but sometimes they don’t

Sleeping through the seasons acting like she copes

Those dreams will be deceiving when she believes they’ll come true but they won’t

No work ethic how does she expect to survive all alone

Thinks she’ll just magically thrive but she’ll be lucky to be alive when she’s done

The demons dive deeper as she lies to herself

A knife may even creep into her but let’s just forget about that

All the time she gets sleepier, can’t stay awake and face the facts

She’s got nothing going for her but her soul... if that even lasts

Blames the world for her darkness but the switch is in her

Never knows a brightness unless she’s in love

Focuses on others problems when, with hers, she’s had enough

Is a great friend to other people but with herself she has no trust

Because the building blocks she builds up

Rather as protection or robust

Always crumbles at her feet when she needs it the most

Stability is difficult to keep when her mind is a mess

Only feels alive when she gets undressed

The answers are inside but she’s pathetic

Too lazy to climb the walls, yet she created it

Can’t even cry, her tear ducts still

They say she’ll be fine

She doesn’t think she will

Why would she try to rebuild ruins?

Inevitable defeat, giving up before she can keep going

She’s showing how she’s cowardly

Don’t you see?

She’s already dead

She was me

sad poetry
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Ecarg Nosive

I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.

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