Questions In My Mind

Questions in my mind?

These are the days that are the worst

When I'm all alone and I can feel the hurt

They say to fight, they say to try

But they're never there when I cry.

All alone these thoughts get to me,

Just give in, just give up.

It's so easy to let go

No one will ever know

Winter summer, spring and fall my arms are covered through them all.

Sleeves that hide secrets unseen.

My brain unraveling by the seam,

Hearts that break, yet I smile

Pretending to be alright for a while.

My demons are calling

Saying to come home

Saying that i won't be alone.

Do i stay or do I go,

I don't even know.

Stand and fight or fall and cry

Should this be my last goodbye.

Or should I try to try.

Happy days, happy life

Ha, wouldn't that be nice.

For the sun to shine

Never wishing to say goodbye

But that's not my life

So Today I must try,

Here's to a happy life

Here's to no last goodbyes.