In the beginning, I thought I had control
but control is an illusion
My choice is an illusion
And my world is an illusion
My world is a prison
A prison I have created in the darkest depths of my mind.
A physical and emotional place
I can not escape.
My body aches, my mind throbs,
and everything in me tells me to drink
The poison is strong
it consumes my mind, my body, my soul
my days go black, they disappear,
For a while, I am nothing at all
No pain, no hunger, no death
When I wake up
I'm told I am a failure
I am pushed, I am pulled
I am hurt, I am scared
but
I can not escape
It is a never-ending cycle
It is a never-ending battle
It is a prison
and I have the key
But the poison is strong
and my heart was weak
I can not escape
I can not win
I did not want this
I was happy
I was strong
But now
Now I am just a shadow
A shattered shadow
with a shattered heart
in a prison
I can not escape
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