Have I forgotten my glasses?
Or is this parking lot blurry because tears
are racing each other down the blush
on my cheekbones, desperate
to reach my smeared lipstick whose imprint
has been repeatedly recreated on the rim
of a brand new wine glass? Maybe I am swimming
in merlot without goggles, staining
my pink hand-me-down dress and yellowed
vinyl seats deep red. What if an officer
had rushed to my car and demanded to know
why I’m hurt? Well, it isn't my
blood, but it did belong to a family
of grapes once. Am I a murderer
for soaking in their insides? Then I must ask
the question of innocence to all my villains.
I did paint a bullseye between my
eyebrows and wave each man through my
arms with a satin cape I made by hand.
I dyed it a dazzling crimson squeezed
from the throat of the girl I used to be. She
locked her ankles, drug her feet and
cried, so I grabbed her by the price tag
in her ear and cut it, demanding
to know why she insisted on collecting dust
in the clearance aisle of a thrift store.
She did not understand the question.
I stare in my rearview
the same way I had glared at my
adolescent mirror, covered in old,
half-peeling stickers and orange cat fur,
before I scratched her out of my
reflection with a penny I found
heads up in a parking lot. I had her
cremated and barely feigned a funeral.
My mother cried while she withered
like my father’s rosemary plant, whose green
powdered leaves offered generous puffs of
protection until I clipped them one by one with
rusted sewing scissors. I watched them turn brown
and shrivel, pleased at the thought of the surrounding
weeds thriving on their post-mortem excretions.
About the Creator
Kye Earley
I'm a 23 year old creative. I write, act, make youtube videos (search CoffeeCat, you'll find me!). I also really really love cats. I do magic and tarot, so those themes sometimes slip into my work. Oh, and I'm secretly a mermaid.
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