Playing in My Own Closet
This poem is about uncluttering my home and recovering from hoarding and a shopping addiction.
Playing in my own closet.
Like a child playing dress up.
Like an adult looking for the perfect costume for Halloween at a vintage store.
My life is what I make of it.
I will not let these items own me.
I will not let this cluttered mess dictate to me who I am.
I am so much more than these items.
They weight me down,
And sink my ship.
They eat my saving account.
And what for?
Another pair of shoes I think I need.
Playing in my closet.
I find the truth.
I find my own insecurities hiding in the shadows.
I find my compulsive shopping gene.
And learned behaviors.
I see mental illness.
The skeletons were removed,
But cobwebs still remain.
I organize my life into Keep, Sell, Donate bins.
Only I can make this change.
Only I can learn from my own mistakes.
Only I can play in my closet and determine what is worth saving and what should be given away.
My closet is a thrift store.
Come on in and get lost for a moment.
*This poem is featured in "Peeling Sanity."
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Amanda Zylstra
Cat Lover, Poetry Writer, Tea Drinker, Skincare and Beauty Product Obsessed. Check out my poetry collection "Passing Skeletons" available on Amazon.
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