Permanent
The feeling of wanting a relationship but not wanting them to leave you is hard. It’s like you want the attention, time, and love but not the risk. You want it to stay permanent or it’s not even worth it to you.
if i had gas to fill my car
than you could fill my heart
you’re puzzling
but mean so much to me
a puzzle
where the pieces all fit right
i would superglue them
and find closure
in the now permanent image
that makes my eyes water
and i would frame it
it would be my version
of the starry night
but to me
just simply
beauty in sight
simply
beauty inside and outside
simply
to be
comforted during tough times
and feel an ounce of importance
to fill my cup of reassurance
and down it in a millisecond
to swallow my pride
to find closure in another warm body
to visually see a future coming
i dispose of
all feelings of intolerance
and fears of being let go
as you enter my mind, body, and soul
you talk with my heart
you’re a charismatic wonder
make it worth my wild
to risk it and leave denial
of taking an extra chance
and crossing the extra mile
to one day lay down with
a guy so sincere and pure
to simply see you smile
you puzzle me
and that’s ok
my heart has recovered
so stay close to me
speak sincerity
and sincerely
i can be yours
but that’s only if
the puzzle pieces fit
and you stay permanent of course
About the Creator
Joey Peterman
My name is Joey Peterman. I am an 19 year old living in Oklahoma. I write on occasion and try my best to use words to express myself. I love music and the internet and I write to keep myself sane.
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