Penning on Van Buren Street
The residents of this block are well aware of my capabilities
can i just end the book already?
no, for real
can i just end the book already?
imma’ keep it real, i don’t wanna write this shit anymore
i don’t even wanna look at it, can’t stomach it
i’ll have to vomit after this
you know you’re depressed when you stop giving a shit
about the littlest things happening around you
you know you’re depressed when nothing fazes
you anymore, not even a death in the family
loss is just something i’ve come to accept
if that’s what it takes to win, then hey
no matter how many books i manage to pen
it’s not gonna bring my people together
money won’t either, i mean
that’s why we separated
no matter how many songs i record
it’s not going to get that girl i liked to love me anymore
she never loved me at all
the fuck i’m talking about?
it don’t matter none of it does
they’ll idolize me once i leave here
but don’t give a shit about me while i’m alive
fuck my existence, they’re probably wishing death upon me right now
i’m so obsessed with changing the world
i allow my personal life to willingly falter
yeah, i got hella’ talent
you could argue that
shit means nothing if i don’t know how to maintain my relationships with others
shit means nothing if i don’t know how to control my emotions
i make rash ass decisions amid chaotic states of mind
i say shit that i will later regret amid episodes of contempt
i got two sides to my personality, multiple actually
which one is which, how do i distinguish one from the other?
which mask do i put on for the world today?
i apologize for one minute, then do the same dumb ass shit the next
no wonder i’m not famous such a damn hypocrite
i don’t learn shit i’m too fucking hardheaded
no wonder my momma used to beat my ass
i bet these naysayers and haters love it when i tear myself apart like this
it makes their dicks hard and pussies wet, doesn’t it
i know ya’ll get horny over this shit probably
freakier than me, damn
a hundred books ain’t enough
two-hundred won’t be either
what will be enough for me
why do i seek more knowledge
why do i seek more skill
why do i seek more experience
is there a magnet attracting me to this
or is it all a plan from the universe?
About the Creator
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