Painful

P — P is for the places we visited together. Happy holidays under the sun.

A — A as in all the feelings we had for each other. Stronger than we both have ever known.

I — I for "I Love You," words spoken so often. Never had I imagined they would now sound so dull.

N — N because I expected nothing in return. All the love given was unconditional and true.

F — Fleeting, those memories deep in my mind. Now distant remnants of a life that's now past.

U — Under your spell, I was from the beginning. And I know in my heart my spell also hit you.

L — Then L, because love can be funny and silly. Sometimes strange, without reason, and it can't be explained.

But it can also be cruel and savage and heartbreaking. So why do I feel… I'm still in love with you…