Numb

How can this be?

This psychotic thing that you did to me

And how was I so blind to not see?

Maybe I had faith in you

Faith to believe that this was something you would never do

Even though deep deep down, I knew

I knew something was not right

Because the chances always slipped by

And I would have known if that’s how it was going to be like

But knowing that you lied

Makes me want to cry

You should have never done this

You should have never said such things

And since you did

You truly broke my heart

The heart I gave you when I needed you

The heart I gave you when I didn’t know what to do

The heart I gave you when I had no one else but you

This heart of mine that you never did deserve

And nor will you ever

Because now I hope that someone will mend the pieces together

You will be forgiven

And you will end up being broken

But this will never be forgotten

I thought you were the straw to my berry

The pop to my tart

The cup to my cake

The lyrics to my song

The smoke to my high

And I thought you were the friend to my friendship

But now, you are just the knife to my cut

And this makes me realize why this is so dumb

Therefore, I am only numb.