Not a Lab Rat

Touch my soul with unknown words, feed my inner spirit

My soul is yearning to be sparked and awakened

All around me, there are so many people with no depth or meaning.

Living for big brother and all the other fake mindless trash, honestly their all making some right cash.

Reality TV thats what they call it, so many shows now on, everybody raving on, oh and wanting to actually appear on, honestly flaming moron

No deep conversation on the meaning of anything anymore. Its all slang talk now, to much work to speak right somehow.

This is probably why schools have gone to pot, writing punctuation and grammar all forgot.

Writing away in exams, all of it abbreviations and slang, like woz and soz n luv omg, whole system should hang.

The majority of people are happy just plodding, listening and talking irrelevant garbage

Spend so much time alone for that very reason, to get away from it all, makes me irritated outraged.

Content and happy just by myself, don't watch TV, just way I want to be. To be totally honest I am the only one really, that i find interesting.

Don't get me wrong I am no boring fussy sod, I'm not! Love a good film, a thriller or psychological movie, intense and thrilling, with a deceptive plot.

I am though starving for connection on the same level as me with no TV or boring chit chat about what shall we cook for tea.

Have people lost their minds, their reality, honestly, what is actually going on, I tell you, to me its totally boring and mundane poo.

Bet they are all brainwashed, it's like a seed that grows and grows, or the Chinese whisper scenario, down the line constantly, being fed with loony things, you see a case of utter brain washing, sheep following.

Like mice or lab rats for scientific experiments, you will conform to mindless rubbish and you will take part, if you don't you'll lose what might as well be the value of your life. A load of numbing mindless bollocks

Well I will not be participating with what others do...I'm holding out, not being taken by all this trout.

So for the time being, I'm going to carry on, enjoying my own company.

Like to draw as well , so I'm never bored. love it, the creative juices flow. All that's missing...is my brainy connection of words from another,

That stirs an intensity in my world.

It has to exist with some people as there, is me, I need to keep my mind buzzing in tip top condition, that will do me.