I just simply wasn’t meant to live a normal life
My thoughts start to repent when I’m told to get a 9 to 5
I just want to vent and help people through their hard times
I just want to share my talents and solve the worlds crimes
Why is it so hard to comprehend I don’t want to settle down in this life
Having a house and kids just doesn’t sound like my right
I’ll live that through visits to my brothers and their wives
But for me I need distance and constant new finds
The world has so much to offer
Outside these county lines
My mind always ponders
What I can do when my mind’s right
I’m capable of everything and that’s what I plan to conquer
Fuck my fears and fight them to become the star I outta
Then I’ll use my fame to talk about real issues bigger than your contour
Makeup battles and finish them all for the people who can’t speak out for
it’d change how they are
My god,
I’m so poor
I’m not even close to where I want to be
But I get messages everyday asking for help with different things
Mental health, sexuality, political wrong doings
Makes me feel wealthy to rid worries of the strings
Attached to us by societies pleadings
Stability can’t help me support all these “cruelty’s”
I want to make a difference not just pick up my civil duty
That the person next to me could do for me
I want to care for more than just a child
I want to care for the world and make my existence worthwhile
I’m not saying having a normal life is sleazy
You’re all important to what I want and am achieving
I want to help the vast majority who
don’t have time to worry about anyone else’s families
I want to help a broad spectrum of people who need me
Just to be myself to show the world it’ll keep spinning
If they do the same imagine how nice it all would be
If we accepted who we all are and have a basic morality
To lift eachother up and reach for our dreams
That is mine and that’s why I can’t retreat back to the mentality of surviving for inevitable defeat
Want to make society more understanding so there’s less praying on your knees
Want to fill the world with goals bigger than niceties
I just think too many famous people haven’t been using their status wisely
There are a few who are trying but they get over rided by designer bags and Kanye’s ripped seams
It’d be one thing if the profits were all going to charities
But we live to make the rich richer and not care about real things
I’m going to change that
Just watch me and see
I’m going to do what I can
To grow my angel wings
Put my name to work and grace
All of you kings
Who don’t know you are yet
Because the real ones make you believe
You’re lesser than a human being
But I’m on this earth to show people that
everyone.
has.
meaning.
About the Creator
Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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