No Escape
No one can free you. Not even yourself.
thoughts confusing
so abusive
mind is racing
cannot do this
I'm conflicted
do I love you
do you love me
the way you say you do
am I appreciated
am I lost
please come show me
how to love
show me, tell me, make a movie
I keep rhyming
getting through to
nothing, something
but I'm done though
I give up
I'm so done
You told me
I was your sun
Lit your world up
showed me love
but don't even
show me trust
thought I earned it
thought I proved
how much I do love you too
what happens now
feel so used
gave my heart
now it's in two
but no more though
I'm a shield
mind and body
soul and feels
locked away forever more
all this rhyming
I can't stop
sick of sounding
so distraught
I want to feel
to change myself
to be perfect for someone else
but it's so hard
can't do it no
I need some help
someone to grow
with me they'll stay
and never stray
but what does fate say
how bout "no
never girl
forever alone
you will stir
up some trouble
in your bubble
by yourself
and no one ever
will love a girl
like you
that's oh so broken
so enamored with
the silence
so encaptured
by her demons
they'll hold onto
her forever
they'll forever
be her best friends
always with her
never quiet
screaming, screeching
pulling, clawing
at her mind
at her heart
feeding her lies
she'll engulf those lies
and listen
to the doubt, the noise, the wishes
she's exhausted
but no worries
give some rest and then start over
forever entrapped in here
her mind's deep
no escape from fear"
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