New Year

Is it a new year ?

Then why do I feel the same shame

The same hate

The same fears

Is it a new year?

Really nothing really feels new

The same demons surround me

Laughing at me in their taunting ways

Is it a new year?

Why do I have the same thoughts

They haunt me everyday

I don't understand what's so new I try to be optimistic but the dark cloud tends

To follow me where ever I go

Is it the new year?

I hope so

Because I need something new

I need to be new

I can't stand myself anymore

I can't stand this anymore please

Be a better a year