New Music

Different music

evokes

memories

both happy

and sad

Happy.

I think I was happy? I thought I was happy.

Am I happy now?

I think I am.

what is happiness, true happiness, really?

Happy.

I feel happy.

I am joyous.

when I write. when I dance. when I sing.

even in the rain.

I musically person I've always been.

I put Spotify on shuffle. The first song that comes on.

I've never heard it before. Therapeutic. that's what music is.

A familiar song.

'I Blame Myself'

a familiar artist. Love. Sky

My reputation.

all that matters

I now realize.

is how I feel about myself.

I can create my own happiness.

in many ways

through art

through my own creativity

my own creative mind

my writing,

I hope it can impact people.

hopefully positively

I want to help people;

no, I LONG to help others

it is my duty.

as a human

a humanitarian.

is

who

I am

a natural born leader.

stubborn and kind.

A lover. A friend. A daughter. A human being. A young woman, learning more about herself and who she is. New experiences bring opportunities for growth. as a human... or maybe just as a being. a being on this planet. an important person with lots in her mind.

if it was not let out, she could go insane.

this is why I write.

I write for freedom;

Writing.

I've always loved writing.

a habit. a passion of mind. a way to free my own mind and allow others to try to understand.

But most important is me.

I am always learning.

To take care of myself, my mind, my body, my soul. First.