New Beginnings

Why was it me

Why was it you

Why was it me that

Fell in love with you

My lips are sewn up dead

My eyes are blood shot red

my pain leaves A map

I think I've lost my head

Why was it me

Why can't I see

Why do I feel so

Lost and empty

My heart is broke in ten

My soles completely bent

Mabe life is a test and I think I've felled it

Why was it me

Who will I be

I look in the mirror

a stranger looks back at me

The heat from the bottom of my sole rise to the peeks of my heart as

All the love I had for you

slips away and falls down my face leaving my eyes with wonder......

"why do the pain of the tortured kills "

As your careless words burns my heart and set my sole to flames

my throat tightens up with Your lies

And cold promises

hopeless,

I feel because

to see the one thing

that I need the most

But I am unable to receive

I try to reach up

on my tipye toes

But I start to lean

I fall back down

Towards the ground

My equal to me it seems

I look up to the way it was

But the pain put me off my feet

The glow in my heart begins to fade

But I start to stand on my feet

I fall again but not on the ground

I have brought my self to my knees

I Am standing up

With a smile on my face

Your love is what I don't need

I am going to go throw life

helping myself

independently, it seems ...........

New begins opens new doors,

now

I've finally found someone who truly loves me

Well It's Me !!