N o s t a l g i a

I'm walking

and the sky,

It's walking with me.

The clouds keep the space

Between us sacred.

The residue of dawn,

Leaves behind a melody.

The crows and pigeons,

Symphonising with daylight,

And then the ember hits the edges of your face,

embossing your smile.

I feel warm with light and ruby.

Walking with you in Autumn

makes me feel at home as i never have.

I look at my boots;

Brushed with dirt,

Leaves float past my legs,

Dancing to the wind song,

And then you join in.

Singing.

Please don't stop.

I could do this everyday

And always.

But that was many months ago...

And now that happiness has faded.

Things aren't the same.

Those feelings,

Reminiscent.

I see you and my heart still wanders,

And wonders.

But it's not as strong.

Not as meaningful.

There is even less talking.

I reminisce of those days,

Where you were all i thought of you.

When your smile,

Your laugh,

Your jokes,

Your handsome face,

Your presence...

Were the things that sunk my heart

to a luminescent glaze of happiness.

I want to love you again

But things have changed

It's unlikely that love will return

I want to go back to that place.

Now it's only Heartache.