My Love

My love, I grew to love you, to give you the deepest parts of my being

I felt content with you, with just talking to you or being near you, I was content in your atmosphere

My love, we had grown close, maybe even too close because as soon as you were in arms reach you vanished into thin air

You ghosted, and left me standing alone and cold

My love, had I done something wrong? I blamed myself and tried to cope without you

I laughed it off and tried to play along but alone I wondered

My love, had you found someone else?

If the answer was yes, I couldn't be shocked, I didn't believe I had a chance with you in the first place anyways

My love, I did fall for you, maybe I fell too hard for you

But in the end, I always did everything "too"

Maybe I loved you too much and drove you away

Maybe I didn't love you enough

My love, I wondered and I wanted to ask, but I couldn't understand where I stood

Where was I in the midst of this? I was lost, lost in your affairs

My love, who was I to you? I told myself I was no one in hopes you'd prove me wrong; I was proven right

I wanted you, to let me love you

But perhaps, my love wasn't what you needed