My Letter to You

Dear Mother;

You are different, you have changed

And not in a good way

You have become a stranger to me

You are now lost, with no where to be found

I miss you Mom!

Please come back to me...

You're not dead, but it's like you are

You are gone but your presence is still here

You have an awful dark presence

I miss you Mom!

I used to love you dearly

Now I'm scared,

You scare me mom...

I shouldn't fear you but I do

You're no longer my Mother

Where are you?

Please come back to me

I miss you Mom!

I need you here, guiding me

Teachimg me to grow up as an independent woman

Showing me how to be a mom

We used to be so close

But you disappeared... Right in front of me

Dear Mother;

You are still my mom but yet you aren't

I hate who you became

I hate your presence

I hate the feeling you give me when I'm with you

But mom I still love you

I love the old you

I love the things that you did teach me

I love the fact that you were my mom

I miss you Mom!

I really do miss you...

I miss the old you

What happened to you?

Where did you go?

Why did you leave me?

Why did you leave me?

Why can't you come back?

I need you to come back to me

Please come back to me

Dear Mother;

I miss you so much Mom!

It kills me inside knowing that you're gone

Not gone as in you're dead

But gone as in the person you once were

Please get better mom...

Please get help...

Please come back to me... Please

I miss you Mom!