Scared,
as if it was a threat
feeling culpable again
for being alert
drained,
to justify myself
to feel different
what if he sticks around?
I don't want him to drag up
what I dig down
what if, instead, he understands
that I just pretend
to be normal, innocent, content
but I am bleeding instead
I have a crack down my chest
he get to touch right there
and I resist
talk to myself, I insist
nobody here is really free
I just wanted to be loved
only God knows what I was told
only him knows how cold
the happy mask so hard to hold
that's why I am so exhausted
and I shelter in that hole
I made it my safe home
I retired, maybe I am trapped
I hope I am brave enough
to need to come out
or maybe I can just have a walk about
I promise I'll give you a shout
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Domenica Curro
"every action creates an equal and opposing reaction, that is the basic law of the universe"
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