My Final Time

This is the last time I scream for you.

This is the last time I puck out my lips in search of yours.

This is the last time I say good morning and look for ways to lighten up your day.

This is the last time I say good night and talk endlessly about my day

This is the last time my fragrance will stick in your sheets.

This is the last time my footsteps head towards that door

This is the last time you will hear my voice so listen up.

This is the first time I stand up to you.

This is the first time my sanity speaks up.

This is the first time I don't spin off crazy thoughts in my head.

This is the first time love for me doesn't seem so difficult anymore

This is the first time I don't have to step on eggshells.

This is the first time that when I see you my lust doesn't take over my love.

This will be the last time I say goodbye with it being my first time without you. I will love in ways you never could understand since it will be better than us.

I'll love this last time and adore myself for the first time